Date/Time: 7/24/19 02:34 am (UTC)Posted by:snowjoke
[The door swings open and Jason stumbles in swinging it half hazard behind him. He does not have any of the energy that was there before. He was in some pajamas that looks like he's been in them for a few days.
He makes his way over and just climbs onto her bed curling up against her side. He was very sad and has been having a hard time keeping it together.
He was a long stick-thin man who looks like he hasn't slept in awhile. He doesn't say anything to her, just curls into her side. ]
Date/Time: 7/24/19 02:48 am (UTC)Posted by:blindpuppet
Jay- [She doesn't get out his full name before her voice chokes off.
Vibrant blue eyes take in his appearance almost clinically as he curls against her side. A blind man would see that he isn't alright but this is not Enis's area of expertise.
She lightly brushes her fingers through his hair, hoping that it is in some form conforting.
Enis is really not good at this...
FL Studios is open on her computer so she takes her headsets and gently places them on Jason's head, playing the song she'd been working on when he'd first messaged her. It wasn't much but it was a eat insight into her, one that she didn't share with others.]
Date/Time: 7/24/19 02:55 am (UTC)Posted by:snowjoke
[He flinches a bit at the touch but relaxes after a moment. he was far from alright, Things didn't work out how they were expected to so now he's a sad tired man.
he lets the headphones slip on and he listens, confused but the longer it goes on he starts to enjoy it.]
You make that?
[He finally looks up at her, his eyes bloodshot but at least he's actually saying something instead of forcing Enis to cuddle him. ]
Date/Time: 7/24/19 03:04 am (UTC)Posted by:blindpuppet
Yeah.
[Enis doesn't mind cuddling but she's never... done... this... before...
She never let herself get close enough to have to worry about things like this. She's had sex but that isn't the same kind of intimacy and she kinda hates how nice it feels to have someone curled up against her side.
Damn it.]
Organizing music helps me organize my thoughts.
[She shifts over so that there is room for Jason to snuggle against her side without possibly falling off the bed and begins to lightly pet his head again since he hadn't seemed to hate that.]
[Her touch gently moves from his head to his shoulders, trailing the tips of her fingers along the muscles of his neck in slow affectionate movements. Enis doesn't want to startle him and makes sure that he knows he can pull away from her if he wants too.
She leans against the pillow and wall behind her and relaxes despite the fact that her laptop is digging into her knee. It doesn't hurt yet and the headphone cable doesn't reach far enough for her to set it on her nightstand.]
I don't know what I felt. [Enis has never been good with emotions of any kind.] But it's good to get it out.
You should find a way to do that too.
[Even if that means crying to her.
She pauses briefly, looking down at him as her fingers run through his hair.] You seemed happier as a dog. [She wonders if something happened with Dodger but doesn't ask. She knows Dodger well enough to guess that he's an ass to Jason, more so after he made it sound like Jason was not his friend.]
Will you be alright?
[Spoken like a truly awkward person who has never comforted anyone in their life.]
[The touches were weird and made him a bit nervous but he doesn't struggle away from them. The headphones are awkwardly on his head but he doesn't really have the energy to do anything about it, he's starting to feel bad just showing up here and moping around like this, he just didn't want to be alone. There's to many new things going on and he doesn't know how to cope with it.]
How would I do somethin like that?
[He doesn't have good coping methods, usually, drugs or he just ignores it till it goes away. he doesn't have anything he's familiar with besides Dodger and he's the main issue right now. ]
I wasn't... I guess.
[He's silent for a moment it looks like he could cry.]
I dunno. Probably... I just dunno what I did wrong.
[He's someone who's never really been comforted till recently and it's kinda messing with him.]
Date/Time: 7/25/19 12:13 am (UTC)Posted by:blindpuppet
Find something you like and learn.
[She has no idea what he wants from her but if it's a hobby.] I can teach you about this. [He's already heard one of her songs.] Get you set up to do it yourself too. [Enis pauses in her ministrations to gently take the headphones from his head and put both them and her laptop onto the nightstand.]
Sometimes things are clearer when you stop focusing on them.
[Enis lightly taps his forehead.]
Close your eyes and I want you to describe a beautiful place to me. Somewhere you enjoy. Don't focus on what you did or didn't do. Just tell me about this place.
Date/Time: 7/25/19 01:26 am (UTC)Posted by:snowjoke
[He doesn't really know if he could do anything like Enis creates, he doesn't have the focus for it.]
It's hard not to focus on them... It's just so out of the ordinary.
[He scrunches his nose as she pokes him looking up at her for a moment before closing his eyes.]
Sounds dumb but alright... [He's quiet for a moment just thinking.] I think... like a nice place full of plants, it's just full of comfy stuff to sit on and sleep and junk... I've never been to a place like that though. [He's always been in a city, as a child he wasn't allowed near the garden. ]
It's nice and cozy and I can look at plants, come and go as I please... just a nice place that I can settle my head when it's all fucked up and jumbled.
Date/Time: 7/25/19 01:35 am (UTC)Posted by:blindpuppet
[Enis settles in next to him and continues the gentle strokes of her hand. She brushes his curls away from his eyes and closes her eyes to listen. It is stupid but this is something that Enis does when she misses dreaming.
Another thing her father had stolen from her that she misses.]
What colors and sizes are the pillows?
[It doesn't have to be a place he's been before. They can create it together.]
Date/Time: 7/25/19 01:41 am (UTC)Posted by:snowjoke
[He lets out a very small sigh as he thinks about it.]
It's in alot of blankets and stuff, there are big and small pillows good for holding onto tightly and just burying in... I think their alot of colors but nothing to bright and stuff, the blankets are soft and you can just curl up in them and they smell nice and soft. Feels safe.
[He's relaxing quite a bit, almost dozing off as he talks and distracts himself from everything that's tugging on his mind.]
Date/Time: 7/25/19 02:31 am (UTC)Posted by:snowjoke
[He hasn't really slept the last few nights, he takes a deep breath thinking of what the plants look like, Enis had a calming presence to her as well as the gentle touches.]
They have a lot of leaves... some of them have flowers. Their big and there's a lot.
[He doesn't know plants at all not really having the time to look into them, but he loves all of them, tropical ones with big leaves tend to be his favorite. His words getting slower as he relaxes against Enis's side.]
Sorry, I'm being a sad sack of shit.
[He wanted to have a good time getting to know Enis but he's feeling really guilty.]
[Enis begins making a list in her head of everything that Jason's describing. It's a very easy list to make real. It will likely happen in stages and will involve sneaking into his room but there is time for all the semantics later. Right now she just wants to learn what he might like.
Not because she cares... nope... absolutely not that. It's just so that he can sleep and bother her less... yeah... that's it.]
It's only annoying when you apologize.
[She doesn't mind him being sad but if he's going to be sorry about it then he should stop or leave. It makes no sense to be sorry about just existing.] The company is nice. [She's used to being alone, so this is different.]
So stop feeling guilty about being here. I will let you know when I am tired of you.
Date/Time: 7/29/19 12:44 am (UTC)Posted by:blindpuppet
Mmm? Isn't that what I've been doing? [It isn't as if he hasn't been anything except a sad sack.]
And that's because I'm curious about you. Dodger has told me a little but I'd prefer to hear things first hand.
[Enis exhales a soft sigh in response to his question.]
What do you want to know? My name is Enis Edrin. I like making music which no one else knows so you better keep that to yourself. My father is an ass who experimented on me. [The last part had been a shared memory over the network and is now common knowledge so she doesn't mind repeating it.]
Date/Time: 7/29/19 01:10 am (UTC)Posted by:blindpuppet
That you control ice. [Among many unkind things.] I was going to offer to teach you if you wanted it. Dodger would be an absolutely shitty teacher and not just because he controls your opposite.
[It's because Dodger is a jerk.]
Other than that, he mentioned that you worked together.
[Enis continues to lightly toy with Jason's hair while snuggling into bed and getting as comfortable as possible. She hadn't realized it... but maybe she likes snuggling.]
Date/Time: 7/29/19 02:07 am (UTC)Posted by:blindpuppet
You mean sex or something more than that?
[She doesn't stop petting him and her voice remains gentle but she's straight forward and to the point. She can't help it. It's just how she is.]
That's good.
I- knew many people with abilities. I... remember their training programs. Ice magic was very different from others. There are exercises I can teach you. [It isn't a lot but it's something.]
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I'm free. I'm in the first dorm if you want to talk in person.
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ill be there soon
[It's 20 minutes before Jason show's up and all there is a very quiet knock on the door.]
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[Enis is sitting on her bed with her laptop balanced on her knees in front of her. She has on a large baggy sweater that acts as a dress.
She lives in the dorms with a handful of others but no one else seems to be around right now.]
Sit, relax or don't. Whatever works.
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He makes his way over and just climbs onto her bed curling up against her side. He was very sad and has been having a hard time keeping it together.
He was a long stick-thin man who looks like he hasn't slept in awhile. He doesn't say anything to her, just curls into her side. ]
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Vibrant blue eyes take in his appearance almost clinically as he curls against her side. A blind man would see that he isn't alright but this is not Enis's area of expertise.
She lightly brushes her fingers through his hair, hoping that it is in some form conforting.
Enis is really not good at this...
FL Studios is open on her computer so she takes her headsets and gently places them on Jason's head, playing the song she'd been working on when he'd first messaged her. It wasn't much but it was a eat insight into her, one that she didn't share with others.]
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he lets the headphones slip on and he listens, confused but the longer it goes on he starts to enjoy it.]
You make that?
[He finally looks up at her, his eyes bloodshot but at least he's actually saying something instead of forcing Enis to cuddle him.
]
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[Enis doesn't mind cuddling but she's never... done... this... before...
She never let herself get close enough to have to worry about things like this. She's had sex but that isn't the same kind of intimacy and she kinda hates how nice it feels to have someone curled up against her side.
Damn it.]
Organizing music helps me organize my thoughts.
[She shifts over so that there is room for Jason to snuggle against her side without possibly falling off the bed and begins to lightly pet his head again since he hadn't seemed to hate that.]
What do you think?
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He wiggles a bit and snuggles against her again closing his eyes for a second. He doesn't have a healthy outlet for his emotions or his thoughts.]
I liked it...
[He's quiet for a moment trying to think of it.]
Sounds like you really felt it, in like... a good way
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She leans against the pillow and wall behind her and relaxes despite the fact that her laptop is digging into her knee. It doesn't hurt yet and the headphone cable doesn't reach far enough for her to set it on her nightstand.]
I don't know what I felt. [Enis has never been good with emotions of any kind.] But it's good to get it out.
You should find a way to do that too.
[Even if that means crying to her.
She pauses briefly, looking down at him as her fingers run through his hair.] You seemed happier as a dog. [She wonders if something happened with Dodger but doesn't ask. She knows Dodger well enough to guess that he's an ass to Jason, more so after he made it sound like Jason was not his friend.]
Will you be alright?
[Spoken like a truly awkward person who has never comforted anyone in their life.]
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How would I do somethin like that?
[He doesn't have good coping methods, usually, drugs or he just ignores it till it goes away. he doesn't have anything he's familiar with besides Dodger and he's the main issue right now. ]
I wasn't... I guess.
[He's silent for a moment it looks like he could cry.]
I dunno. Probably... I just dunno what I did wrong.
[He's someone who's never really been comforted till recently and it's kinda messing with him.]
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[She has no idea what he wants from her but if it's a hobby.] I can teach you about this. [He's already heard one of her songs.] Get you set up to do it yourself too. [Enis pauses in her ministrations to gently take the headphones from his head and put both them and her laptop onto the nightstand.]
Sometimes things are clearer when you stop focusing on them.
[Enis lightly taps his forehead.]
Close your eyes and I want you to describe a beautiful place to me. Somewhere you enjoy. Don't focus on what you did or didn't do. Just tell me about this place.
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It's hard not to focus on them... It's just so out of the ordinary.
[He scrunches his nose as she pokes him looking up at her for a moment before closing his eyes.]
Sounds dumb but alright... [He's quiet for a moment just thinking.]
I think... like a nice place full of plants, it's just full of comfy stuff to sit on and sleep and junk... I've never been to a place like that though.
[He's always been in a city, as a child he wasn't allowed near the garden. ]
It's nice and cozy and I can look at plants, come and go as I please... just a nice place that I can settle my head when it's all fucked up and jumbled.
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Another thing her father had stolen from her that she misses.]
What colors and sizes are the pillows?
[It doesn't have to be a place he's been before. They can create it together.]
Is it on the floor or a bed or a sea of blankets?
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It's in alot of blankets and stuff, there are big and small pillows good for holding onto tightly and just burying in... I think their alot of colors but nothing to bright and stuff, the blankets are soft and you can just curl up in them and they smell nice and soft. Feels safe.
[He's relaxing quite a bit, almost dozing off as he talks and distracts himself from everything that's tugging on his mind.]
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Tell me about the plants. What kind? Do they have flowers?
[She slowly begins to form a picture of his world in her mind and it brings a rare little smile to her lips.]
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They have a lot of leaves... some of them have flowers. Their big and there's a lot.
[He doesn't know plants at all not really having the time to look into them, but he loves all of them, tropical ones with big leaves tend to be his favorite. His words getting slower as he relaxes against Enis's side.]
Sorry, I'm being a sad sack of shit.
[He wanted to have a good time getting to know Enis but he's feeling really guilty.]
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Not because she cares... nope... absolutely not that. It's just so that he can sleep and bother her less... yeah... that's it.]
It's only annoying when you apologize.
[She doesn't mind him being sad but if he's going to be sorry about it then he should stop or leave. It makes no sense to be sorry about just existing.] The company is nice. [She's used to being alone, so this is different.]
So stop feeling guilty about being here. I will let you know when I am tired of you.
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[he just cuddles into her a bit more, this was one weird lady...]
Only guilty cuz I just met you... wanna be like that...
[He lets out a small huff thinking of something to say.]
You keep asking questions about me, but what about you? what's your deal.
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And that's because I'm curious about you. Dodger has told me a little but I'd prefer to hear things first hand.
[Enis exhales a soft sigh in response to his question.]
What do you want to know? My name is Enis Edrin. I like making music which no one else knows so you better keep that to yourself. My father is an ass who experimented on me. [The last part had been a shared memory over the network and is now common knowledge so she doesn't mind repeating it.]
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He talked about me? what did he tell ya?
[He's curious about it now looking up at her.]
My old man was a piece of shit to.
[Solidarity.]
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[It's because Dodger is a jerk.]
Other than that, he mentioned that you worked together.
[Enis continues to lightly toy with Jason's hair while snuggling into bed and getting as comfortable as possible. She hadn't realized it... but maybe she likes snuggling.]
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He really enjoyed her playing with his hair and he would be back for more as he lets out a small hum.]
We do... more than work together. [He lets out a small, defeated laugh to it.]
we Did do more then that...
[He doesn't know where he stands with the man at the moment taking a deep breath.]
I've gotten pretty good with my ice actually. I can make it pretty sharp to.
[Jason's grown since Dodger last saw him, so his information needed to be updated.]
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[She doesn't stop petting him and her voice remains gentle but she's straight forward and to the point. She can't help it. It's just how she is.]
That's good.
I- knew many people with abilities. I... remember their training programs. Ice magic was very different from others. There are exercises I can teach you. [It isn't a lot but it's something.]
Only if you want.
[The price might be cuddles...]
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[He lets out a small sigh shaking his head at the subject. He wants to move on.]
That sounds cool I'm down... I've only ever done what Dodger showed me and what I can figure out on my own... I've gotten pretty good at it I think.
[A price he's willing to pay, even if she doesn't teach him anything cool.]
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