blindpuppet | Family of One.

I don't remember a lot. Any memory that was perceived as unimportant was erased. The only information I have about my mother is a file that my father kept. She is one of his failed experiments. I have lost other memories besides that and only have the conclusion of such experiences. Imagine learning life lessons and not remembering how you learned it. I was taught about computers: software and hardware. There isn't anything I don't know about the two and it's easy to remain up to date on technological advances thanks to my fathers nano machines which move through my body.

This is my life.

I hate him. I've lived and have been used by my father for over thirty years and I know him. He has no boundaries and no limits. All that matters to him is the science, pushing into worlds unknown and the world he sought to explore was the Hidden. I watched all of his experiments, kept all their data and even now I haven't forgotten a single one of their faces. There were so many dead and yet an alarming amount of his test subjects survived.

I hate him as much as I hate myself.

I can't take my own life. He made sure that I wouldn't have an easy escape. I just need to find someone willing to do it for me. It isn't hard to kill me. Please someone kill me. I can't exist because as long as I do, so does his work.

Please kill me.

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